Mistakes Made

I am hurt
When I can't find the words to say
I look into your eyes and cry
Each and every day.

No one knows me like you
My mind blurs out everything
But our memories together
Bloody tears in the mirror are now what I am seeing.

I can't run away
From the memories of you and me
They haunt me like a demon in the night
A life of darkness and despair is now what I lead.

I hope you understand
That I can't find the words to say
And as each and every day goes by
I wish I could have made you stay.

I know I have made my mistakes
And so have you
I just wish I had chances left to give you
Because I miss everything we use to do

I hope you know
I love and miss you
I just wish I could find the words to say
To prove this to you too.

I know there have been mistakes I have made
I just wish I could have made you stay.