i want it more than ever

I'm going all-in
some people will be mad
I'm gonna let you win
so many days I have been sad

when you kiss me I want you so bad
I'm starting to feel brave
this interaction made me so glad
you are the one I crave

with you, everything seems so natural no pressure
you make me want to try new things
I needed a refresher
this all started with no strings

I like it when you are mean to me
how you got me outside in the dark
I know what I'm doing I always agree
I always feel this certain spark

I like how you get inside my ass
I was surprised but then I liked it a lot
I don't want this moment to pass
I don't care if we're caught

I want more, please
even when you deny me I want it
when I see you I freeze
please don't quit

I'm finally letting go I'm not sure what's happening
I just want it all the time
my thoughts are blackening
fuck my ass to sleep it's my bedtime