YOU CAN'T HIDE FROM YOU

When you go through something's that truly affect the depth of your heart and soul, as it can stimulate the mere deepness within the subconsciousness of your mind. You begin to feel like what is the point of trying to have an relationship of connectivity, with someone else who doesn't have the ability to understand wholeheartedly, that they hurt you with the lies and dishonesty and distrust and disloyalty and betrayal. Till it cuts so deeply within the depth of your heart, for there's been times when you needed them but instead they shut you out, leaving you alone and afraid feeling abandoned by them for what happen to communications and consistency with commitment of love. Yet you remain calm through the storm clouds putting on a mask to hide your face with tear stains, for you even go as far as acting as if everything is fine with you yet that is far from the truth. For we can pretend to like the situation that seems to be like a nightmare, instead of a loving relationship and caring relationship but who are we fooling into believing that we can forget. That which is constantly ripping at the depth of our heart and soul, dipping into the depth of our subconsciousness repeating the same mistakes again. For when you try to hide from preying eyes looking at you, remember when you look into the mirror reflection of thyself, you can't hide from you in the mirror nor the deepness of your thoughts within your mind.