Frustrated with my life!

I am so fucking frustrated with my life.
I have what I don’t want,
Want what I can’t have.

What is wrong with me?
Am I so shallow?
So ungrateful?

He says he loves me.
Am I incapable of love?
What the fuck is love?

He says he wants to be my friend,
And I want him to be.
Then why does he not act on his desire?

Am I so grotesque?
Too pushy for him to take this opportunity?

Fuck him!
Fuck them all!
Fuck me – kill me now!

I don’t want to live like this.
This frustration in my life is unwelcome to say the least.

I am so fucking frustrated with my life!