How to feel

Hanging for that day I never hide, I only seek this
Negativity is a pain, going insane
Slowly realising that optimism is weakness
I could be a martyr, I could go missing
I could say to myself imma be a hero or I could stick around long enough to become a villain


There ain’t no comprehending what I’m gonna do next
I just drink and drive slowly, I’m rolling
No one greeted me when I left, I’m incensed
Trying to make sense of a situation I never knew the meaning of
Trying to make sense of a situation before I lose the plot
Trying to make sense of a situation that I’d rather not


That’s a tough time to go through, a tough life to grow through
Searching for someone that cared, I’d never know who
So used to getting false, I’d never know true
Spare the talk for someone who listens
My anger condemned them to shit and that’s exactly what I told them
We’ll never cross paths again and that’s the lie that I sold them
Might find myself back here, hope to you that isn’t a problem