trying to let go

I WISH I HAD THE CHANCE
to tell you good bye but i was so young,
I MISS YOU
you were the closest thing i had to a father,
I WANT YOUR
advise on all the choises i make in life,
I WANT TO
sit in your lap and here your sories of grandmaw,
I WANTED TO
be there holding your hand at the hospital,
I WATED TO
run away untill i found you when they told me,
I CRIED FOR
the longest time and im crying now,
I CAN SOMTIMES
feel you by me i try to talk to you as if you could hear me,
I WANT YOU
here to solve all my probloms like you use to,
I KNOW ITS
been about 6 years but it feels like yesterday,
I STILL CRY
with grandmaw when we talk and go threw photos,
I JUST WANTED
to say goodbye not like this but in person so tonight
when i sleep ill go back and tell you everything...