DISCONNECT

I just wanna disconnect....
From everything and everyone.
Unplug these damn emotions.....
Say goodbye, I'm fucking done.
A part of me wanted to hold on,
That part of me just died.
I think I'm getting better tho
This time I didn't cry.
I'm through with all this bullshit,
A fairytale facade.....
I'm burning all these memories,
Light them up and watch them fade.
I refuse to bind myself to you,
Another memory to make me sad.
Not thinking of your smile....
Or of all the laughs we had.....
I just wanna disconnect.....
From everything and everyone.
I'm not looking for love....
In fact I'm on the run.
Don't ever try and make me fall for you.
Don't ever hold my hand....
I'll see through every ounce of it....
Typical of a man.
You may find me cynical,
And you are probably right.
Sadly I wasn't always this way,
Happened over night.
You can sit beside me.....
You can even be my friend.
Maybe steal a hug from me,
But that's as far as I'll bend.
It doesn't take much....
To be nice and earn my respect.
So I guess we'll see what happens,
But for now I disconnect.