This poem is called Official goodbye

Times up, it’s sad how we became disconnected.
Trust is gone, just a painful reality.
Sponsored by rejection.
I can’t close my eyes no more, you are always the 1st flash.
All the conversations took my energy.
My head always in a haze
I forgot every gut feeling.
Foolish
You took apart everything that was safe inside.
The truth is to you I was never there.
I wake up upset at myself.
Half a Man from all your pain.
Heart wasted.
It was never real just the same circle of hope.
I was in the rearview looking at you but never with you.
The only time the wall was
broken was when you needed me for recovery.
I can’t look at you now.
I kept falling for the fiction
You have finally succeeded at your resistance.
Official goodbye!