Here I hang

Here I hang feeling like a died caucus just waiting to be barred... All these parasites eating me from with in... Sadness, Loneliness, Angier.... Here I am... Living as a dead corpse... And yet.. People don't see... My lounges collapsed... My hart stopped... And my soul empty... And yet here I am... Suffering... When will this end.... No one can help me... Because people are the ones who did this to me...... Here I am... Hanging from this rope... Looking at the world... And it is as if nothing has happen... Life goes on... And no one ever noticed that I'm gone... No has ever looked for me.... All that I have done... All that I have suffered... And for what... To just be left routing in the end... I thought ending my life would help.... But in the end... Seeing it hurt much more... Here I am wishing that I ment some thing to some one... Wishing what some one will just find me hanging... Wishing that some one will just shed one tear for me... But know I can see how I really was... Hated by everyone... Not even after my deth.. will people care about me...