Dear XOXO

 

Scared to reveal
Scared to show
So close my emotions can't handle
I will keep it
I don't know for long

Skipping a beat every time we in the same orbit
Forgetting my love Troubles
Dear worries calling my unreasonable cell

The little freedom we have together
That little freedom seems like eternity
Smiles reaching the end of earth
Upside down smile does get jealous when we together

Should I tell
Pride shuts my mouth
Fear of what you will think drowns me
Must I tell what beloved heart wants

Confused voices arguing
Picking petals of a flower
He loves me he loves me not
Endless petals, I don't know which will be the last
That will be the decision maker

Knocked by my door
You were a little too late
I was taken
Regret eats me
If only
Why aren't you the rose I picked

Our lives seem to evolve around us
A lot of ends meet
Is that the hint
"If only..." the statement that chokes me
Is the comfort and attention blinding me
Are you fit for what I made?

Why don't you come back
Neon signs pointing my way
2nd time is the charm
Or I should swallow my apple
Take a leap of faith
Having hope it will be
No I will wait
Eventually you will come back
You must