Caressing the Razor

 
 
To embrace the blade    
Vertically    
I caress the razor    
End my misery    
Oh shining pleasure      
On my wrist    
Adore my artery
 
I ask
Nothing
Of God  
I understand
You made my soul
To burn  
On judgment day
 
So
Dante
Torture me  
With walls of Dis
Bring on hell
It can't be worse
Then here  
My life on earth
 
Despair  
 
Total
Consuming  
Hopeless
No relinquish
Of pain  
And anguish
 
Suicide
 
Allure me  
Entice me
Tranquility
Bring me joy  
Charm me  
Away
 
Relaxing back
In my tub
Warm water  
Turning red
A peaceful
Weakness  
Bleeding  
Seeking water
Fading  
Solace
Sweet nothingness  
The bliss  
Of cutting deep
 
Slashing flesh
Opening the vein
Severing the artery
Slicing the tendon
Cutting to the bone
Making sure I don't miss
 
Oh, death
Thank you for
Your lasting kiss
 
         
       
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