Not quite right

Insane
In pain  
The cuts, they heal  
The scars remain  
Sadness  
Madness  
An illusion, a dream  
I'm going to scream  
Death  
Breath  
My innocence was killed  
The water ripples stilled  
Blame  
Insane  
Trapped in the past  
Standing steadfast  
Pain  
Chain  
My emotions must die so I can live  
I killed my past self and done things you cannot forgive  
Shut out  
Doubt  
I built my heart a cage    
But I still feel hatred and rage  
Lie  
Cry  
I think I want to die