black  hole

i no im alive but i feel as if i were
dead. the pain i feel is not real. from
birth to death not knowing
whats real. im dying inside
but no one sees me  full of
hate. the room fills with blood
for there is
no one to save me. my hands
are tired of holding on. so sick
with life i let go. my heart beats
faster as i fall into the surface
letting go of all i have lived for .
i cannot feel i cannot hear
this black hole from up above
is what i have needed all along.