glam girl

 
techno color glam doll
struggling with pain
covertly I paint the hurt
neon hues of distrust

catch a butterfly in flight
weak of hope I wrestle shame
vanity my name
have you seen me?

wilt the dawn
scream then faint
otherworldly girl of dysmorphia
coming into view then fade

purge the darkness
feign happiness for the horde
then bleed my disdain
lost in the factory
a chink in the machine

glitter girls, they call us
see through to the sorrow I'm concealing
won't you please come closer
I'm trapped in here