Don't be judgmental

You said you wanted to be with me
all you wanted was sex,
i found that out
one thing went my way that day,
it was a time of the month every girl hated
but today it was worth having...
your pants were off before i could think and you were kissing me
i think about it now and fucking hate your guts
think about this
you know who i am
you think i have been around the block
you think there is more to me than what i show people
there is but not like that
i still hold one thing dear to me
you wanted to take it away!
thinking i am a slut!
you fucked up two faced
ass hole who doesn't
care for anyone but himself!
you can go die for all i care!
if i had my way you would be missing parts that you would regret even having at the time.
You said you loved me and are telling me even though your
mother told you not to fall for me that you did?
you lying son of a bitch!
if you ever tell me again that i am the one you love...
i think i might as well kill you.
you are trying to get into my pants and i am happy
for once
that i was confused about whom i was loving
i loved him not you
i'm a little sorry you have to find out this way
there is no other way for me to tell you
what you already know
you knew i loved him but you still went to me
you still tried to shove yourself into me!
i hate you every moment for ever thinking that we would be
different from what had been before!
i hate myself for not thinking about him and laying with him
he was upset that i didn't tell him everything
he knew something else was there
but he truly love me and didn't force me to tell,
he was understanding
but i still hate myself
and you even more.
do you think that was how i planned my day
get fucked and then go hang with you and your cousin?
hell to the fucking no!
you are a fucked up bastard who never thinks about anyone but his cock!
don't be judgmental about me think about yourself fool!