Feelings too Heavy to Hold

Is there someone
Anyone
That can hear this pain
In my voice
As I speak
For someone to listen
Many try
To make me feel right
Telling me
To open up
My feelings
They will hold very so tight
But then they
Release a trapdoor
Dumping all my feelings
Directly on the hard floor
For everyone
To trample on
As I
Try so hard
To gather my feelings
So I can carry along
But too many
Pull my strings
Trying to see
How far I will bend
If only
They would hold my feelings to keep