Fatal Attraction

Being ignored.
It kills.
it pisses off.
it brings the tears && the pain.. its what drives you to cry in the rain.
A boy you fell in love with vs. the man he became
this chapter was a mistake
five years running.
laughing ... hapy.
it all became nothing..
but YOU still mean everything ...to me.
i cant ever forget you.. never have... never will.
you were maybe... maybe my first love.
but i dont know what love is..
words cant explain...
not the right way atleast.. jus know
you can always come back to me.