IF I, WILL IT?

If I… will it…          
If I blink will I miss it?            
Will it disappear in front of my eyes?            
Will time decide to accelerate, or will it minimize?            
If I'm not there.
Will it climb backwards at a slow pace or will it sit and wait?            
Will I choke inside if I don't move ahead or will I extricate?            

If I… will it…            
If I exhale will I push it away?            
Will it evaporate into thin air?            
Will life choose purpose, or will it be unfair?            
If I'm hidden.
Will it undo what has been done or will it consume me, anyway?            
Will I drown inside if I suppress it or will l fly away?
Will it…?