Freeverse introspection

I'm in the same old mix.  
Frienamies plot to get rid of me,  
The indursty taking shots to be little me,  
I'm in my chakara fixing the inbetween  
In a swamp swamped with negative entities you wanna swop places?  
You think your laces are worn  
With bank statements that could replace em before they ever get stained  
This is a war I'm scraping all resources togeather not for my ward but for the dna that kept me together when I was broken Shatter in peices scattered in seporate regions  hopless barren of dreams. I found life in the depts of depression and grief  I yearn life so im searching accient Kemet and Greece.  
I'm meditating and burning my sage heavly these racist faces drug test me to keep my connection weak, but that's a blessing cause the effect in this area would probably mess with me instead of helping. I'm just spittin not the wittiest not the prettiest just some shit to get off my chest in the middle of riddgedness I'm not effected the epedimic that stricken us nor my family because that's where the spirit lives. I'm feelling sourcefull I didn't forget the re, I'm holding energy that matches infinity, And it didn't  peak so you can think y'all won but check your sick list and see who's asleep.