Dear diary

young to old
like a clock spinning
in time
waking up feeling young
and headed to bed feeling old
not knowing the difference
but feeling different
you say u love
u say u miss
u say u want me
but do u
want what i want?
a big house
with a fance
and a dog
with a few kids?
in the middle of nowhere
with nothing but time and space?
do u really want what i want
or is it all talk
living day by day
young to old
hoping and praying
that
this isn't just a game
so i sit here and let time unfold
and enjoy the moment and not
let the unknown get to me
yours truly
unconditional
love