Dying

I am too young
that was my first though,
booze and pills,
something many people have done and regretted.
I didn't think it could hurt that bad,
but it did.
The pain was intense but the scars were worse,
not knowing what had happened and then finding out from a video that was posted on facebook!
I had kissed more guys in one night then i had in all my years,
had numbers i had never even seen in my phone!
People told me how wild i was and they hoped to see me again.
it was a night i would never forget,
and i die every time I think about it.