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"The Killer In Me !" (EXPLICIT MATERIAL !) ... A Poem written by Big Virge 22/8/2013

Ya Know These Days It Seems That Many Believe …  
That They're Ready To See … " The KILLER in Me " … !?!  

Now ….  
Why Would They REALLY Want To See …  
ANGER That Swells … DEEP Inside of Me … ?!?  
 
Cos' That WON'T Bode Well … !!!  
 
If I Decide To … UNLEASH …  
Those Things DEEP WITHIN ...  
That Fuel Me To … " SIN " … !!!!!  
 
Like … VIOLENT Sprees And DARK Tendencies …  
I Leave In My Dreams In FACT My ... NIGHTMARES … !!!!!  
 
That May Well Just SCARE … !!!  
If You're NOT PREPARED To Face Up To DEATH … !!!!  
 
YES … I Mean MINE …  
As Well As … Theirs … !!!!!!
 
 
Yes Those Who DARE ...  
To Step Into The Lair of Wars With No Cause …  
Cos' of Threats They Design Inside of Their Minds … !!!!!  
 
But What Happens When … ?  
Their Conscience Starts To … GNAW … !?!  
 
"I killed him because of things that he said !"  
 
"Well, listen here son,  
when it comes to your death, heaven may reject,  
your wish to find love in the skies up above,  
such places are kept, for less ignorant heads !!!"
 
 
"But, he showed disrespect I just couldn't accept !  
cos' the things he expressed, just got me upset !"
 
 
"So, you thought it was best to start making threats ?!?  
Were you one, NOT schooled, to this here old tune … ?  
Sticks and stones may well, break bones,  
but, words of Virge aren't meant to hurt,  
they'e just straight truth what's wrong with that dude, i'm a bit confused ?"
 
 
SEE … THIS Is How I Use My Mouth … !!!  
 
But ….  
 
" THE KILLER In Me " ...  
Simply … WON'T SPEAK … !!!!!
 
 
Is This The Thing They Want To See … ?!?  
 
Big Virge STRESSING … " No Poetry " ... ?!?  
 
Just Plotting How To ... Make Them BLEED …  
NOT STOPPING Til' I Hear Them SCREAM … !!!!!  
 
"PLEASE STOP BIG V ! STOP BEATING ME !  
CAN'T YOU SEE, THERE'S NO MORE NEED,  
FOR YOUR BRAND OF BRUTALITY !"
 
 
"But I thought you said, I should be DEAD !!!  
cos' my poems, upset your head !"
 
 
"Well, that was then, but this is NOW !  
I want to live, cos' I have kids !"
 
 
"Well me, I DON'T, so, think on this quote !  
You should of thought of that, before making threats,  
cos' now I'M MAD, and want to enlist,  
the demon within, who i've kept suppressed !"
 
 
See People …. REACT …. !!!  
When They Should Step Back …  
Take A Minute And ... THINK ….........................  
Before Things Get SICK ….. !!!!!!!!!!  
 
Straight STOMPING On Heads ...  
Like In …. " History X " …. !!!!!  
 
YES CRACKING On Skulls … !!!  
 
Until They Are NULLED And Breathing NO MORE.  
YES These Types of Wars Are In … " Virge's Thoughts " … !!!!!!  
 
I'm REALLY NOT TOUGH But Am BIG ENOUGH ... !!!    
To Cause People PAIN Cos' of What's In My Brain … !!!!!  
 
Oh And YES I Am HARD When I Take A STANCE …  
That Defends My Honour Like … SUICIDE BOMBERS ... !!!!!!  
 
Which Is Why How I Roam Is Mostly … ALONE … !!!  
 
But DON'T MAKE The Mistake …  
of Thinking My Death Will NOT BE AVENGED … !!!  
 
I Know Some BAD MEN Who May Well Defend ...  
Sending Out TROOPS To Bring LIVING PROOF ...  
That What You Put Out ... DOES COME BACK TO YOU …. !!!!!!!
 
 
See EVEN Some Chicks Be Thinking They SLICK … !?!  
As If I'm TOO NICE To … RIP OUT THEIR EYES … !!!  
And RIP OUT THEIR TONGUES When They Start To Run Gums … !!!!!!!!!!!!  
 
I'm TRYING My HARDEST ...  
To NOT BE The Fastest …  
To Start Aiming At TARGETS … !!!
 
 
Draw Cards And Then SHOOT ...  
Because of …. The TRUTH ... !!!!!!!!!!  
 
It Makes NO DAMN SENSE To Talk VIOLENCE … ?!?  
And Then Recite Poems That Mention GREAT HEADS ...  
Who'd NEVER DEFEND Such Thoughts Or Actions ... !!!!!!!!  
 
YES Times May Be TOUGH But DON'T Get Worked Up … !!!  
Try DEALING With Speech That's NOT … " Fallacy " … !!!  
 
See It ……. AS IT IS … !!!!!  
 
Speech That Is FREE ….........................................................  
And DOESN'T CONCEDE To … LIES And DECEIT …  
 
Cos' THREATS I DON'T NEED And Will Start To Breed …  
What Deep Down BELIEVE ... NO-ONE NEEDS TO SEE …. !!!!!
 
 
ANGER … I CONTROL ...  
That Keeps HIM On HOLD … !!!!!
 
 
The … OTHER Big V ...  
 
YES …  
 
" THE KILLER In Me ! " ......
Written by BigVirge (Big Virge)
Published | Edited 3rd Mar 2020
Author's Note
What to say ?

Well, sometimes people should appreciate the patience and peaceful vibe that a person is showing, in the face of their ignorance !

This was in response to being threatened by somebody I no longer remember, however, as much as this a vent, it should not just be read as such, but read as the words suggest !

Thank whoever for the pen and it's ability to help us vent, hence this poem !
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