religion

Intricate an complex I'm walking around vexed perplexed by the constant perspectives I hear its hard choosing which way to steer live under you in fear or refuse to hear you word in black and white is how I've been described your might in my opinion its somewhat boring probably why I'm still ignoring the little details in your tales I see the big picture that your trying to get across I thank you for giving your life for my sins at the cross I try an live right but sometimes walking through the night is easier than walking towards the light at times I lose all consideration of your existence because your distance gets miles away seeing no use in trying to pray any means necessary to get through the day right or wrong this lifes gonna be long I've realized that I gotta stand strong standing behind my choices can't give in to the voices around mindless bickering just useless sounds the reason I don't have a firm believe in religion because its interpreted by too many people with personal interests just another illusion thats well dressed I wonder if it will ever be laid to rest an the true meaning finally sprout I guess we gotta take that task upon ourselves because whose to say im wrong and your right just because you fight to gain further insight into the bible I couldnt care less I'm not a disciple I live according to what I see fit but that vision keeps changing each time that im hit just another reason I sit an contemplate my existence waiting for you to drop a line lookin up at the time wondering if you ll drop some knowledge down on this young and confused mind