Dreams, Dreams, Go Away

At my hardest moments I still look for you subconsciously
And it's fucked up because I find you always
I didn't even know I'd been seeking you out
Till I woke up this morning with the way that I felt
And the memories flooding in of things you said
Things you'd probably never say
And how you found me once again
It felt like you wanted to stay
If dreams were indicative of anything supernatural in reality
I'd be convinced that we're meant to be connected
And that when I'm in distress you can sense it
And you're trying to send me messages
But don't worry, I remember you left this
I'm perfectly aware my mind was playing tricks
Simply because you have what it takes to fix
Everything, and it knows
That's why during these times you are where it tends to go
I've accepted the fact that I won't get over what you brought to the table
Only in reflective moments like this does it kill me that you were able
Years go by and I've moved on but it's true
Nobody figured out how to make me feel quite like you
You took the time to understand and get to know most of me
That's the reason I found you so easy to talk to about anything
And when I tried to hide emotions from you, I had to fight hard
Because even if I didn't want to, you could often get me to talk
And I know a part of you felt safe with me because of what I'd rather not spill
You gave an insane amount of time to me that night completely by your own free will
You chose me for some reason, I don't know why, all I know is you did
So it's no wonder when I need comfort why I dream about you still
My conscious self knows the facts but my subconscious can't digest the pill