SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUSTED ODE TO SO MUCH FUTILE LUST  (2-21-2020, 9:00am, Palm Springs, California)

       
        
warm        
buttery        
desert sunlight        
bastes        
its molten        
golden glow        
upon your        
glorious        
naked        
hairy        
muscled flesh        
as radiantly        
as upon        
rocky outcrop        
high above        
your        
hedonistic        
primal angels        
golden        
horny  
man sex  
hungry head        
though longing        
even        
more so  
now  
based  
on things  
ive read  
you said      
for one        
true love        
instead  
even  
as you  
stand here  
now  
towering  
like some  
mythic  
golden  
god king  
stud  
looking out  
and down  
upon me  
in all  
your  
tastefully posed  
bare assed  
naked glory  
as i  
engulf  
you back  
with all  
my natural  
heated  
lustful wanting  
as futile  
as it  
seems  
and is  
for im  
presently  
only gazing  
at your  
latest  
naked  
recently posted  
color  
picture  
here on  
my facebook  
page  
daydreaming away  
of all  
the things  
id like  
and love  
and want  
so badly  
to do  
both with  
and  
to you  
as i  
so often  
do  
with other  
gorgeous  
god like  
men  
i ll likewise  
never have  
as well  
as you  
stand there  
frozen  
upon your  
golden  
rocky throne  
illumined  
on this  
online screen  
with your  
hairy  
muscular torso  
fierily juxtaposed        
against  
beneath        
below        
lucid lapis        
blue skys        
vast        
wide open        
smiling  
light filled  
pranic eye  
benevolently     
gazing down        
upon your        
sensuous        
masculine forms  
seductive        
scruffy smile        
that quickly        
turns        
my naked        
own        
golden  
sunlit gilded        
bone        
into hungry        
pre cum        
dripping        
golden stone        
lusting        
longing        
only for        
a prolonged        
deeper        
buttery taste        
of all        
the other        
inner golden        
gilded        
sunlit warmth        
of you        
of all        
you        
are        
beyond        
your glorious        
outer        
naked flesh        
and sexy        
masculine        
form        
alone        
oh well        
its nice        
i guess        
at least        
to dream        
my  
hard on  
hearts  
spontaneous        
desires        
anonymously away        
like this        
into such  
sweet        
harmless        
fantasies        
such raw        
hot        
daydream vibes  
like these    
only vicariously        
realized here  
though not        
quite yet        
so easily        
nor fully        
manifested        
into that        
which both        
you        
and i        
perhaps        
still each  
long for        
most      
of all      
so thus        
such  
lustful  
ripened  seeded  
sexual mantasies        
as this      
occasionally      
arise      
when      
suddenly sparked      
in which        
ive        
nonetheless        
still somehow        
now        
not only        
spawned        
but also        
freshly baited        
my own        
more      
deeply heated        
innermost longings        
ever hungry        
hooks        
seemingly        
most elusive        
but        
thus far        
along        
my journeys      
wayward courses      
seemingly        
even        
more so        
futile        
near barren      
paths      
desire        
as i      
stoically      
persevere      
and stubbornly      
refuse      
to ever      
completely      
give up      
hope      
to      
not so      
simply      
carry on        
in this        
my sad        
empty lack      
at this      
point      
in my      
wearied quest      
of ever        
finding        
or having        
one true        
lasting love        
in my  
life      
that thrives      
but rather        
instead      
it seems        
at times        
i may        
only        
end up        
yet        
having        
to only       
continue  
to live        
and walk        
this    
too long      
solo path        
i never      
chose      
but nonetheless      
have      
taken        
by myself        
alone        
throughout      
my lifes        
ongoing        
perpetually      
ever longing  
journey        
perhaps  
even        
right up  
to  
until  
it s still        
somewhat      
empty  hollow      
mostly
loveless  
questionably fated  
final story s
relatively tragic
sad
lonesome
solo loner s
sad
lonesome
final story
has finally
come
to it s
relatively tragic
sad  lonesome
solo fated
journey s
seemingly
final
end