NSFW

it’s fortuitous.
walking in
feeling undetected.

is this where
all the introverts
congregate?

kill me now.
I’m having
societal thoughts.

leaving unnoticed
suggests contrary results.
like an clip from Pornhub,

and I’m in
the middle
of a circle jerk,

nobody cares
how I got here,
I’ll take it all.

when the leitmotif
breaks,
money shot,

everyone stroking
their egos, and
when they’re finished,

one of these jerk
offs will hand
out a raincoat.

head nods.
hand waves.
reciprocated plays.

overflowing prose,
recited free verse,
wod after wod after wod.

all will leave
their separate
ways. I'm throbbing

for any type of release.
we all want to inspire.
even inspiration

requires inspiration.
say that too loud
would spoil

this Donner Party.
clock says ten..
seven hours left

kill me now.....

bydk 02/20/20