Shine through

Alone and awake
in the middle of the night.

You're goddamn right
ain't afraid anymore
to navigate the darkness.

No sign or sight of certainty
in spite of this
I trust I'll shine through,
universe on my side too
as well as inside and
unveiled though
miracles and magick in action..

Seems to be the only thing
I attempt to write about consistently
though I doubt I'll ever stop trying
I would be lying if I said
it didn't feel like I'm saying the same shit
over and over again,
committed to capturing some feeling
too far out, bizarre and obscure
to bring forth into reality
through language alone
but I'll keep writing
and whatever comes out
comes out..
"First thought
best thought"