REGRET!!!!

Have been struggling with my fears,know that time is a healer,never been that way inclined to let things drag me down,you were never worth it,cuss myself for the hate i feel for you,your my only regret,the fear i have inside is now not of you,but the fear of what i could do,the harm i could cause others around me if i chose to avenge....I feel the loneliness over whelm me at times,i stay strong,not looking for another to try and break me down more,can only carry the strength for me and mine,struggling with my self confidence telling myself my worth,i no longer am willing for you to haunt my dreams,need to stay strong keep my mind motivated with goodness,you were the waister with no potential to achieve or gain better,no respect or sorrow on my part,have no feelings for your drama,the coldness in my heart makes it hard to see others good intentions,my self worth low from not only you but others through my life have weakend my dreams,reality is where im dawning,just know the fury i carry inside need not be released will fight it till my last breath,im a soldier with the back to hold strong......