Smiles Beckon the Sleeping Moon

Where is the ocean when I seek infinite depths
To wallow in my misery that I seek to rectify in someone else,.
Or something I know not how to find,.
Where can I simply look to leave my bewilderment behind?
Is it in your soul, or your smile,.
Or the cacophony of some city that grows on the summit of mounts so high only gods dare climb?
I hope to find such courage one day,
I feel a little more adventurous as the moments pass,
On tenterhooks I will climb up the slopes that has held man at bay for so many eons,
entertain me to beg, to plea for nerve to face myself more each day,
So this mountain can be ascended once and for all,
this is a struggle, this is a conflict of the heart besides soul,
I quiver to think of the consequences if this fails,
if I fail to deliver the woes that weigh me down to anyone who has not the heart to fight,
for their burden is mine, their issues have not been kind,
Into the abyss where the battle stops and the line ends,
The day is mine, there is nothing left behind but a smile,
Left to bestow the world happiness, away from wars and heartbreak,
I have nothing to contribute but this,
God speed you beautiful angel, for tonight the ocean has reached the land and the moon shines,.,.,.,