This is what you left me!

Your lies left a permanent stain.
Only an empty space and your memory remain.
Life, soul, world torn apart.
All replaced by this damaged heart.

It hurts to look back on moments shared.
where they even real, did you ever care?
Was it all just an award-winning act?
Because you don't just stop loving someone, that's a fact.

I guess my loving soul and romantic imagination,
wouldn't give way to doubts about your reputation.
Sometimes love can make you blind.
But when the truth comes out vision and sadness are easy to find.

Along with the permanent scars and damage,
you left me alone with this life I can't manage.
broken, alone, and abandoned,
it's so hard to move on when you don't understand and,

forgiveness is not something you can give,
when you're so sad and angry you don't want to live.
Everyone tells you it'll be okay In time.
Well time is passing by and I just want to hit rewind.

Back to that day we met and fell hard.
If it hadn't happened that way I wouldn't be sitting here scarred.
This time I lost and it hurts to breathe.
A pain any worse I can't even conceive.

So many tears I'm drowning in my dark thoughts.
Going through my daily motions like all the other robots.
I can't say that I hate you or wish you harm.
That's not in my nature maybe I'm still poisoned by your charm.

I just pray that you will stop haunting every minute.
Because it would be easier to move on if I could have a thought without you in it.
Maybe I need a bad relationship exorcism.
One that will erase your demons and years of criticism.

I just want to forget every second you were in my life.
I pray that I can end this devastation and strife.
I'm tired of feeling abused.
I'm through looking sad, lost, and confused.

Please go away, get out of my mind.
I've looked but the answers are so hard to find.
Getting let down by someone you thought loved you,
makes every truth you've ever known feel untrue.

It's like living in a world where white is white and black is black.
Then waking up the next day to everything a dull gray that's completely out of whack.
Broken that's a perfect description,
of how I feel with this sadness and affliction.

While you move right along with a new life and new girl.
I'm spinning out of control in a tornadic whirl.
As I see it there's no light at the end of this tunnel.
Just black empty space through which I must funnel.

Hitting the ground harder and harder each day this depression mounts.
If I stack my emotions any higher your demons might pounce.
Attacking my weakend spirit,
save your remorse I don't want to hear it.

Please let me have peace.
All thoughts of you must cease.
I just want to forget you and move on.
I need a new chapter, a new verse to this song.