withdrawal

i got the shakes to go
for now anyway
but the pain is bad
and its here to stay

i just want it to stop
i need a break
but all i can think
is what should i take

the small blue pill
helps my nerves
the orange strips
help my world

but none of them last
and the hell comes back

my break would be gone
as fast as it came
leaving me playing
this never ending game