I'm a whore

I'm a whore,
I'm a girl whose been destroyed.
breaking hearts like if they were a slippery cup filled with water.
I'm sorry to my past and future lovers,
I'm someone whom I don't want to be,
I feel nothing for you,
I just want to be there until you fall in love.
it used to bother me but now it seems like a lifestyle.
meeting mothers is like making a black cup of coffee in the morning,
it's a routine to me.
My past is no excuse but i'd say it influenced me.
saying you're the only one and sending nudes is just another part-time job for me,
it's 10 a.m. and I get the good morning beautiful,
there goes me knowing I have to say goodbye because it's nothing but disgusting to know you have developed feelings.