I love you enough...

I'll yell, I'll cry...
Ask you why...
And I'll scream into your face,
Until your heart, it will break.  
Because after all,
The only thing I wanted was you.
If I lose you, I'll be nothing.
So I'll hurt you, make you feel bad.
Say anything, just to kept you from walking out my door.
And baby, I'll yell and I'll cry.
Sobbing, I'll ask you why,
Why, would you do this to us.
And I'll scream into your face,
Until I make your pretty little glitter heart break.
Anything to keep you from walking out my door,
Please don't walk out that door.
So don't you say goodbye to me,
Baby please.
I'm not the best man,
You'll know someday.  
You deserve better,
But I'm so attached to you.
It's selfish,
I don't want you to have better.
Because I love you to much.
To see you love someone else,
Like you love me.
You're beautiful to me.
I was lying,
I only want what's best for you.
So I won't scream into your face,
I won't break your heart.
I'll let you break mine,
Into bits.
I'll let you walk out the door,
If that is what you wanted.
I'd let you go,
Only because I love you enough.
To swallow my pride,
And let you be happy.
Even if I'm not.
Your perfect little glitter heart,
I don't wanna see it break.
Not now, not ever.
Not for me, not for anyone.
If you leave me baby,
Glitter is what I will bleed,
I'll bleed glitter for my baby.
From my veins and from my heart.
 
 
[i]January 2nd 2012,
Nik J Tucker.