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I知 okay
My smile just lied to your salutations
Because I am battling this anxiety
Knowing damn well, I just uttered a lie
When I said, I am doing well today
I couldn稚 allow you to see...
See the pain that痴 killing me silently
Honestly, It hurts me more to smile...
But, Yes I知 okay today
With counterfeit smile that I managed to mustard up from deep inside
A lie I used to...
allow depression to continue to quietly ruin my life
These smiles you see are temporary these days
Because, after the picture or amazing conversation the cause still exist
And these walls are left with anger from bruised and bloody fist
I think I need a genuine hug
But please don稚 touch me
Because I am ill-tempered, by your much needed loving embrace
Cringing from the intrusive invasion of my personal space
Trying to keep a straight face
And when asked my response... I知 okay
So bad I want to say hell no
And express my feelings, but every time I get the courage, words fail me to say
So I lie and respond, I知 okay
Yes just okay
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