Cant have LUST without US

As i sit alone In this dark room, Lit by your presence. I find myself giving you all the broken pieces to me. Wanting and needing you to snatch them away like grave robbers robbing me of my sin. I can no longer live a peace knowing this demon has found its residence between my legs.  Shedding his snaky skin into me. In belief that this is intimacy. Father forgive me of my transgressions. If I knew then what I know now i would have prayed up instead i lye down but, He has a trick of all treats. This demon will sell sight to a blind man even though he can't see. Fluent in the langue i speak. Running it's fingers along my body while i'm asleep. Pleading for your mercy, Lord my flesh is so weak. I can not escape my promiscuity. Begging for your salvation. Yet refusing to get my knees. I've slowly come to the conclusion that i am and only me is my worst enemy. Can you cure me? Make my body immortal as my soul? I do not wish to be enslaved to sin. Truth be told, I'd rather my sin's held the weight of their own and my soul live long.