Sorrow message from the past.

The icy wind blowing from that memory-filled my mind with sad regret
and the tears fell down in an acid shower and my cheeks were wet.
Inside the flames of fury occupied my mind
and the cruelty crept, knocked on your door unkind
the message delivered in your hands held my past
(which upon a challenged curse was cast)
For you had a memory with a lock to keep everything inside.
Sometimes the fire melts the lock and it escaped and spread your mind wide
Revealing my fear called the past with its shadows all dark,
The anger in my veins wants to release a bark-
But the muzzle kept it all quiet because you had sorrow
and the silence made the moment hollow.
Your eyes so beautiful was shining with a watery tear
As if I stabbed your compassionate heart with a ruthless spear.
You're capacious and giftedly strong
As my past cannot separate u from where we belong.
But still, it drowns our eyes in misery and traps it in a doorless cage
Life is a labyrinth and around every corner, someone is dressed in rage.
Together we will find the door and escape the past
Because we won’t let our misery last.
We are young and deeply in love
This shower sparked from the clouds above
Forever and always I promised my love to you
And that is precisely what I am going to do.
You are the reason that my wrists aren’t cut into pieces on the floor
and you are the reason I'll wait by the door.
We will get through this together
Side by side holding hands forever
Now it is close to the end..
The curtains close and I bend.

S.A.Bothma
01-12-2010