Lost

A sadness so deep
its grows like a tumor.

Cancerous and Diseased
a joke without humor.

An empty soul
echoing tears that may fall.

Lost behind a fragile shell
the mask that fooled you all.

Death offers fresh air
to fill up these lungs.

Toxic smoke as thick as tar
coats my tounge.

Choking on the guilt
a hundred stabs to my chest.

Swallowing the poison
until my mind is at rest.

Forever to remain
in this deafening silence.

Unable to defend myself
from my hearts own violence...