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I'm A problem
I guess i'm scared?
That one day...
You might leave?
I guess that's why i'm always next to you
Constantly tugging on your T-shirt sleeve
Maybe i'm afraid that tomorrow you wont see me the same
And maybe that might be the thing that will one day drive me insane
When i see a potential tear in the shimmering seams of my fantasy
I think out every scenario that could take place
And the problems that match them bring me back to my reality
And i guess that reality is that i can be alone
That one day this thing we have going will eventually end
And that you'll find someone better suited to hold
And even though i'm madly in love with you i cant even change
Because iv'e become a druggie who's addicted to the pain
Iv'e made it where the cuts on my wrist are my kind of love for myself
And knowing that i might die one day makes me happier than you ever could
I know that's a piece of shit thing to say
But iv'e already figured out i'm a problem that cant be fixed
So i guess i'm saying that i'm broken
But i just don't have the energy to want to be together anymore...
And i'm sorry for that.
That one day...
You might leave?
I guess that's why i'm always next to you
Constantly tugging on your T-shirt sleeve
Maybe i'm afraid that tomorrow you wont see me the same
And maybe that might be the thing that will one day drive me insane
When i see a potential tear in the shimmering seams of my fantasy
I think out every scenario that could take place
And the problems that match them bring me back to my reality
And i guess that reality is that i can be alone
That one day this thing we have going will eventually end
And that you'll find someone better suited to hold
And even though i'm madly in love with you i cant even change
Because iv'e become a druggie who's addicted to the pain
Iv'e made it where the cuts on my wrist are my kind of love for myself
And knowing that i might die one day makes me happier than you ever could
I know that's a piece of shit thing to say
But iv'e already figured out i'm a problem that cant be fixed
So i guess i'm saying that i'm broken
But i just don't have the energy to want to be together anymore...
And i'm sorry for that.
Published 19th Oct 2019
Author's Note
From this poem you'll read what i want to say to my lover but couldn't bear the thought of the words coming out. Iv'e been really depressed lately and i know i'm not really known on here... but if you are following up on my writing im sorry for not writing alot. thank you.
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