Place of peace

Still searching for that place of peace
in my mind.
Hard to find sometimes
but when I'm there
I hold on for as long as possible
and I know it'll always be there
I just have to
"Be here, now"
And I'll see how
it's up to me
whether or not I wanna be
at ease
despite
 any situation sprung on me suddenly,
the emotions can't stay controlling
bringing complete confusion
mostly cause of me refusing the reality of what it means to be
and feel free.