Intensity of Mixed Emotions

Look into my eyes
When i am vexed
And tell me i am not a ferocious beast,
For the root anger stems from is fear...
But you don't understand that i'm only scared of me.
Not scared of myself, as much as i am scared of my anger.
Not angry at my being vexed, as much as i am angry at my fear.
So angry at fear...
And fearful of anger i stare into your frightened eyes.
I guess i'm not so angry as i am scared
And not so scared as i am angry.
So, tell me, if there is no existence for anything without name
And no name for anything without existence..
Am i feeling an emotion
Or am i feeling nothing?