Unpossess me, please

Unpossess me, please
Pleas of a tormented souls
Laments of a tortured heart
Cries of a broken man
PLEASE leave me alone

You have crept in my skin for far too long
Have invaded the sanctuaries of my heart
Deciphered the encryptions in my mind
Learned the secrets of my loneliness
You have left me bare for your amusement
Please leave me alone!

You fed me ideas
While I wallowed in solitude
Wriggling my way through life, undetected
With gold dust clouding my eyes
Easing my pain
Teasing my pen
All I ever wanted was to smoke and write poetry
Have sex
Wake up again to smoke and write more poetry
But then I allowed you into my life

I looked through the windows of your soul
And I found myself!
You were (are) a shimmering mirror
  with a broken reflection

I found me!
In the interlude of your dreams
Broken, crushed yet seeking for healing
In words and meaning
I let your poetry linger in my mind

I smiled
You brought me happiness

I wished to change my life
I got lost in the ideology of freedom
A FREE LIFE
Without the ghosts
Without the tormented nights
Without the flashbacks
Without the drugs
And so I let you in

And you enthralled my soul
Captured my mind
And now you crawl inside my skin
Please leave me alone