The End

I try to conquer all my fears
as every day goes by
But pain and sorrow battle on
and I really don't know why

What must I do to kill the hurt
of all that I've been through
Should I just end my sorry life
I don't know what to do

I can't continue on like this
there's too much pain inside
There's no one I can turn to
and nowhere left to hide

I struggle with the thought of Death
and wonder if its right
I hate each day I draw a breath
and fear the dreams at night

But the demons that I wrestle with
have taken hold of me
Why must my life revolve around
this pain and misery

Wouldn't things be better off
if all my fears were gone
I know the day that I was born
was were it all went wrong

My life has been just one mistake
that never should have been
So I will make things right I hope
when my life comes to an end

I'm hoping that you understand
I've nothing left but pain
But if I live my life like this
then what is there to gain

Only heartache and despair
that's why I cannot stay
I tried to conquer all my fears
up to my final day