Let Me Get Off..

It's happening again..
Terror suppressing every sence I have,
Slaying my Emotions,
Feelings,
My Everything.

Happy and content gets replaced by fear and apprehension,
Knowing what's to follow fills my head,
Sadness fills my heart..

Railroaded on to the destructive path that lays before me,
Knowing what lies ahead,
And knowing there's nothing I can do to change the destination.

So i sit back,
Buckle up,
And prey..

Wishing this voyage would hastily end,
To restore normality
Whatever that may be.