Traped

I was stuck on a revolving circle    
Each step was an illusion illuding to a false truth that i was moving further,  
I fought to preserve the reserves of    
Energy i expended but each twitch in the calf muscles cost. The run turned into a walk but i kept moving i fough through it,    
Exhausted thoughts of prooving my self    
Fooled me. In truth i wanted to be exalted,  
 power was everything so I scoured the spinning ring tryna find a special way to become deadly.  
 It was all for nothing  
 everything that i wanted was locked inside of my conscious this circle revolves while i run turning like the smile of an enemy after burning me i just wanted to learn and see adventure while i turn with it but its mocking me scoffing at all my attempts at propelling i want to rip through its belly and spread that molten jelly in it. But as long as i have momentum this damn orb will keep spinning i couldn't help but feel trapped.    
So i stopped counted my breaths let my oxygen replenish my steps the sun and moon stood still while i healed now ive come to except that i only ran just to condition this exhale you can listen and tell instead of sprinting still i sit in the center of the wheel then time was still now i cant help but feel free.