mock the rock

I feel cursed and I feel blessed
Maybe just a bit distressed,
I Need to embark on a quest
Not to feel so much a messed,
I could write or I could talk
Or I could crumble like some chalk,
should stay strong put up a mock
And to party open the lock,
Enjoy the life and play a bit
Maybe write one rhyme a hit,
And make the world put up a smile
Larger than the river Nile.