Patience ( when 2 feels more like 1)

You say that I'm running...
But is it running when being pushed away? "I'll call you in a sec..."
crickets, then here you come with another excuse to say. I've been through this time and time again, in every which way.

I saw a very knowledgeable quote today and this is what it said...
"Never be too comfortable with any situation. People and things can switch up in a blink of an eye."

This thing started so different but now feels the same, why? Being alone wasn't lonely for once until you fell from the sky. Like an angel whos words can lift you up 10 feet in the air, you're very sly.  Then silence...

I'm lonely when I'm not alone. Sitting there waiting to get a ring from my phone, or a knock knock sound of my text tone. While I'm sitting here wondering where has my mind gone.

I bet you don't call, you're gunna just text me. Ain't that the same shit you said you hated like last week? We talked about all of this, which is really perplexing. It's like I'm running around in circles, stuck on stupid, guessing.

I'm waiting.