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I Love Me S.J., Pt. 2: Disabled Y Able
I love me, S.J.--a.k.a. B.J.--If I am Schizoaffective or not, Kano and my familia loves me.
I express honesty and goofiness and happiness and I am hyper when the Wellbutrin drugs me.
I love me, S.J., a.k.a. B.J. I love my different personalities and Kano and Frost and Blood Rayne and Kolin and Raiden.
I love me. S.J. I love how my voices vainly show care and honor towards me despite the anger episodes and depressive episodes that raid in.
I love me, S.J., a.k.a. B.J. I do not give a fucc if these women on BLK and T-I-N-D-E-R unmatch with me because I am Schizoaffective. A real woman never misjudges a man for what he has.
I love me, S.J. a.k.a. B.J. I do not give a fucc what these people think of me being Schizoaffective. We all sin and have flaws. I do not care if you look down on me like cruiser aircraft. I do not give a fucc if he or she laughs.
I love me, S.J. a.k.a. B.J. I am able to get a Masters degree in Sociology and be somebody.
I love me, S.J. I am able to help other Disabled Veterans since my disability does not describe my personality.
I love me, S.J.--a.k.a. B.J.--If I am Schizoaffective or not, Kano and my familia loves me.
I express honesty and goofiness and happiness and I am hyper when the Wellbutrin drugs me.
I express honesty and goofiness and happiness and I am hyper when the Wellbutrin drugs me.
I love me, S.J., a.k.a. B.J. I love my different personalities and Kano and Frost and Blood Rayne and Kolin and Raiden.
I love me. S.J. I love how my voices vainly show care and honor towards me despite the anger episodes and depressive episodes that raid in.
I love me, S.J., a.k.a. B.J. I do not give a fucc if these women on BLK and T-I-N-D-E-R unmatch with me because I am Schizoaffective. A real woman never misjudges a man for what he has.
I love me, S.J. a.k.a. B.J. I do not give a fucc what these people think of me being Schizoaffective. We all sin and have flaws. I do not care if you look down on me like cruiser aircraft. I do not give a fucc if he or she laughs.
I love me, S.J. a.k.a. B.J. I am able to get a Masters degree in Sociology and be somebody.
I love me, S.J. I am able to help other Disabled Veterans since my disability does not describe my personality.
I love me, S.J.--a.k.a. B.J.--If I am Schizoaffective or not, Kano and my familia loves me.
I express honesty and goofiness and happiness and I am hyper when the Wellbutrin drugs me.
Published 20th Jul 2019
Author's Note
I hope I inspire other people who have mental disabilities to truly love themselves. I never gave a fucc since college. I was not disabled then. When I became mentally disabled, I started to care how others would view me. I am a grown ass man--I DO NOT GIVE A FUCC WHAT OTHERS THINK. Life too short to care what others will think. I am living my best life despite my symptoms. I am fine with talking to Kano from Mortal Kombat too.
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