Washed up poet

A washed up poet.
A washed up poet is one of many words but says none though if any said, is carried away by tides of nothingness
A washed up poet is one whose mind races further than he can reach
A washed up poet is a man who dwells in ideas but lives in uncertainties
A washed up poet is one whose eyes see things that will never be
A washed up poet is seen by all and known by none
 A washed up poet is always troubled but never complains
A washed up poet loves the world but will never find a home in it
A washed up poet laughs through his nose
A washed up poet's smile is more constructed than his frown
A washed up poet never trusts  a mirror
A washed up poets problems are beneath this world
A washed up poet is given no right to complain and hence is eating himself
A washed up poet has no identity beyond his name
A washed up poet is the anomaly of abnormalities
A washed up poet doesn't know what makes him happy but has to find what he should be happy for
A washed up poet is ultimately his own fault
A washed up poet sees no path
A washed up poet has no meaning for destiny
A washed up poet finds everything and nothing beautiful both of which don't include him
A washed up poet is buried  beneath pretence
A washed up poet is both
Sensitive and insensitive
Kind and cruel
Happy and sad
Calm and angry
A washed up poet is afraid of himself
If i am not a washed up poet
I don't know what else i could be