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She's Not to blame
She was not
to blame
the blame is mine
to claim
i let her
slide under
my skin
into my heart
with my eyes
open wide
with my mind
on wishful thinking
dream time
as she sucked me dry
an emotional wasteland
she left behind
but as they say
life
will find a way
so my feelings
will learn
to grow again
one day
She wasn't to blame
the blame is mine
the signs were there
i refused to see
i didn't look
behind the scenes
behind her smile
behind her eyes
behind the walls
she hides behind
and for that
i pay the price
a broken heart
a fractured voice
a river of tears
when i remember
the lonely fears
i thought
i'd left behind
to blame
the blame is mine
to claim
i let her
slide under
my skin
into my heart
with my eyes
open wide
with my mind
on wishful thinking
dream time
as she sucked me dry
an emotional wasteland
she left behind
but as they say
life
will find a way
so my feelings
will learn
to grow again
one day
She wasn't to blame
the blame is mine
the signs were there
i refused to see
i didn't look
behind the scenes
behind her smile
behind her eyes
behind the walls
she hides behind
and for that
i pay the price
a broken heart
a fractured voice
a river of tears
when i remember
the lonely fears
i thought
i'd left behind
Published 2nd Jun 2019
| Edited 4th Jun 2019
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2nd Jun 2019 3:29pm
Maybe, an actual conversation would enable each of you to discern what you both need from one another, to enable you to move forward !
Of course, you may not wish to do so, and that’s your prerogative. Oft, a simple breakdown in communication can easily be rectified.
Of course, you may not wish to do so, and that’s your prerogative. Oft, a simple breakdown in communication can easily be rectified.
2nd Jun 2019 3:52pm
And there
lays the problem
when a beautiful mind
has been
betrayed
spiritually broken
used and abused
to trust another
with an open mind
is no different
then jumping
in front of a train
if you don't read
the signs
and adapt
your way of thinking
to help
a beautiful mind
that you have come
to deeply care for
then you will
pay the price
lays the problem
when a beautiful mind
has been
betrayed
spiritually broken
used and abused
to trust another
with an open mind
is no different
then jumping
in front of a train
if you don't read
the signs
and adapt
your way of thinking
to help
a beautiful mind
that you have come
to deeply care for
then you will
pay the price
2nd Jun 2019 4:07pm
Yes, but it doesn’t have to be that way !
Communication, is key to avoiding the train wreck analogy.
Are we not supposed to reach out to those we care about to work through those internal anomalies, and perhaps help to rectify any insecurities, once they emerge ?
No relationship is ever perfect but explicit communication is definitely foundational to attaining shared happiness.
Trust, isn’t usually a given as it’s something that’s attained over time, don’t you think ? It has to be reinforced by behaviour too.
Communication, is key to avoiding the train wreck analogy.
Are we not supposed to reach out to those we care about to work through those internal anomalies, and perhaps help to rectify any insecurities, once they emerge ?
No relationship is ever perfect but explicit communication is definitely foundational to attaining shared happiness.
Trust, isn’t usually a given as it’s something that’s attained over time, don’t you think ? It has to be reinforced by behaviour too.
3rd Jun 2019 7:49am
Your right
it doesn't have to be
that way
but it is
Communication
is a lovely word
but on whos terms
when you care for a beautiful mind
that has been physiologically
and spiritually
used and abused
you have to
adapt
your way of Communication
or you pay the price
when you think
in terms
of their internal anomalies
they will feel that
and they will unconsciously
believe
you think that they are a freak
many people forget
feelings
do not need
words or actions
to Communicate
a computer does
we
do not
for me
rectifying insecurities,
does not work
because
they have no insecurities,
they have defense systems
so if you think
in terms
of insecurities,
you pay the price
it doesn't have to be
that way
but it is
Communication
is a lovely word
but on whos terms
when you care for a beautiful mind
that has been physiologically
and spiritually
used and abused
you have to
adapt
your way of Communication
or you pay the price
when you think
in terms
of their internal anomalies
they will feel that
and they will unconsciously
believe
you think that they are a freak
many people forget
feelings
do not need
words or actions
to Communicate
a computer does
we
do not
for me
rectifying insecurities,
does not work
because
they have no insecurities,
they have defense systems
so if you think
in terms
of insecurities,
you pay the price
