Uninspired

Altruistic internally?
All be it hopefully.
All truth isn't all it's cracked up to be
Albeit I find people are at a loss to me
A little more prey than predator it seems

Borderline Blasphemy
But it's the last of me I find disgusting
Barely able to keep a smile
Balancing happiness with a bitter fee
Brightly eyed masterpiece

Certainly apathy has taken a toll
Catastrophe with social complexities
Cities built with their cracking molds
Casually I await Death's ecstasy
Cause and effect of my dead-end soul.